Sunlight coming through the haze

No gaps in the blind to let it inside

The bed is unmade

Some music still plays



TV, yeah it's always on

The flicker of the screen

A movie actress screams

I'm basking in the shit flowing out of it



I'm stoned in the mall again

Terminally bored shuffling round the stores

And shoplifting is getting so last year's thing



My X-box is a god to me

A finger on the switch

My mother is a bitch

My father gave up ever trying to talk to me



Don't try engaging me

The vaguest of shrugs

The prescription drugs

You'll never find a person inside



My face is mogadon

Curiosity?

Has given up on me

I'm tuning out desires

The pills are on the rise



How can I be sure I'm here?

The pills that I've been taking confuse me

I need to know that someone sees that

There's nothing left I simply am not here



I'm through with pornography

The acting is lame

The action is tame

Explicitly dull arousal annulled



Your mouth should be boarded up

Talking all day with nothing to say

Your shallow proclamations

All misinformation



My friend says he wants to die

He's in a band they sound like pearl jam

The clothes are all black

The music is crap



In school I don't concentrate

And sex is kinda fun

But just another one of all

The empty ways of using up a day



How can I be sure I'm here?

The pills that I've been taking confuse me

I need to know that someone sees that

There's nothing left I simply am not here



Bipolar disorder can't deal with the boredom



You don't try to be liked

You don't mind

You feel no sun

You steal a gun to kill time



You're somewhere, you're nowhere

You don't care

You catch the breeze

You still the leaves...

So now where?